/Christina: irritating song hor?

if u find me emoing this few days, i probably am. &i found a new way t torture myself, that is not t eat dinner.

*disorganised post. every paragraph is a little of my thoughts. its kind of like on random mode now.

i fell down at the wheelbarrow event. lucky me, the camera was unharmed. imagine how much i have t pay cause i was holding a D300 if i am not wrong. X.X &i finally got t watch/hear tp song/mass dance after missing it for an entire year. Gladys &Alex were dancing like siao. haha! while i was at there, boyf was at smu for briefing of today's event. well, that was the reason i refused t go home &chose t go for the event actually. sigh. it feels lonely t go home alone. S: luckily there zx from vc that stays at my area, if not, I'll probably emo more on my way back.

u know what? i think i might have t stay in my original law class still. its Saturday already. i don't think Boey can help anymore.

when a couple is married, they dont fuse into one. they still have their individual rights.

yea, that's what i learnt in law class ytd. i am going t drill it into my mind or something. ahh! well, i joined boyf &aaron class for that one day. its like soo good t have someone you know in your class. i am going t have my first proj w/o the help of my bestfriend. i think i am going t fail.

idk idk idk. i should but i need an explanation/elaboration. i guess my story telling skills weren't that good. you know, i actually woke up t cry. &now i can't get back t sleep. i hope i can give myself 2 tight slaps in my face.

actually i have more t write but i have t be choosy w my words. sometimes i write, &i delete it off again cause i know its a moment of anger that kind of thing. so yea, i am going t shut up for now.

no, i am not angry. i am just sad, like everyone else.